We all have experiences in life that aren't typical to every day life. I found myself alone in a hospital the other night. I had been admitted for Cardiac issues. While I was in the hospital a number of things happened and I found myself at a place where I could see heaven. It was so beautiful!
So you might ask what was heaven like? Well I saw lots of light and a rainbow around a throne. I didn't know it was in the Bible but a good friend pointed out it's reference in Revelation 4. I also saw many men in white robes. There were at least 24 of them. It was so beautiful. I saw myself in white robe. I saw Jesus.
At first I thought He was calling me home but it really wasn't that at all. The sight was so beautiful and peaceful. I also saw seven scrolls it was a like a movie playing out for me like God was revealing something to me.
When I woke up in the hospital, all my monitors were going off. I wasn't suffering. I didn't have any pain when I was in heaven. when I woke up I did feel some pain.
Later that day I was in an out of sleep. I saw myself dancing with Jesus as I do most days. This time I was wearing a white garment. It was so beautiful. I could feel the dance moves in my feet I wanted so desperately to get up and dance but I was tied down by a ton of heart monitors. When I danced with Jesus my pulse got lower and lower I think it was because I had such peace. There was total freedom in dancing with the Lord.
I wanted to stay there in his presence. It was beautiful and amazing! Over the course of a few days a series of events happened. The first night in the hospital I saw myself dancing with God several times. My friend let me listen to a worship service via cell phone. At 5a.m. I was singing "Be Glorified" I love to sing to the Lord.
My second night in the hospital my heart rate was pretty low. I awoke when a monitor was going off I had been in a deep sleep. In my headphones were the sounds of people praying from International House of Prayer in Kansas City Missouri. They were praying something that was related to my heaven dream. It was so beautiful.
Then on Sunday morning I woke up and I read Revelation 4 and I could see my heaven experience all laid out but as I read it my heart rate was dropping. I don't know why though but then God wrote me a word. He referred back to this dress he asked me to make a few months back and told me of a royal ball. He called me his bride and told me we were going to dance and that people would know it was him who gave me the strength to dance.
Such a beautiful word. Then the Lord filled me with joy unspeakable. The doctor's didn't understand why I had so much joy but it was the purest joy that only God could give. I am so thankful for God's joy and love.
So Monday came and a number of events happened I ended up going home with no solution for my electrical problem with my heart. God is the solution. If we keep seeking him he will heal our hearts give us hope when there seems like none. He will work everything out.