Sunday, November 17, 2013

Random writings

I just want to dance right now. It be a miracle from right where I am. There is a very special song on radio app only phone. I can feel his presence. His joy is my strength.

Dance with me my bride
Dance with me
Let go of everything around you
Stand on my peace 
Stand in my comfort
Stand you are free 
Like a butterfly 
Spread your wings and fly

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Do not be afraid

My child
Do not be afraid for I am with you. I know you think you are in a battle and you have a thousand enemies but I have put many people beside you to help you walk and move forward. The process may seem slow but in every step you take I am with you. Do not be afraid. I am always here if you need to talk. Don't give up in the storm I am with you walking in the rain.

Your papa

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Read psalm 45

Psalm 45 speaks of the bride it's so beautiful. I'm sitting in the hospital wishing I had my study Bible. As I read these scriptures I feel blessed its so alive to me.

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Even in the middle of night he speaks his light

"My child I'm always with you I care about you deeply. Do not be afraid my child for I am with you. I have with you night and day. I will always be here for you to talk to." 
I love you AliciA 

Papa 
I can feel your presence in my house when I sleep at night. I can feel it all day I'm always singing to you beautiful words. I have to admit its been a rough night I'm so thankful for your comfort and ears to hear your voice. I know you are my strength in any battle. Lord I know you move my hands to dance even when I think I can not able. I wish that I could get out of bed and dance right now. It's almost 5am I have your joy  in the midst of the battle. Satan is really trying to get me down but I am a fighter I know you are my protector and healer I h ave a shield of faith that keeps me going. Papa I give you all the pain in my body and ask you take it I trust you are healer I praise you with all my heart I wait on you. You are my protector. I can rest in that and many other promises
Love your daughter 

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Responsibility

Sitting here singing children's Bible songs     Praising The Lord. We have responsibility to teach our children about what a true relationship with God is like.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Beautiful

This morning I woke up and the Lord told me to dance with him. I was in my pajamas but the Lord didn't care. I decided to record it on my cell phone just to see how it looked. I've never watched myself dance before but today I wanted to see. I gotta say at first I was like this ridiculous and then of course all that negative talk started to get in but then I quickly told the Devil to shut up.

When the Lord tells you to dance it doesn't matter what you look like. He makes it beautiful. I'm not in the best physical shape but the Lord he makes all things beautiful. It's what's I'm most grateful for.

Life itself may not seem beautiful. There may be parts of us that we have trouble excepting in life but God knew you before you were born he crafted every part of you. He knew what you looked like before he placed in your mother's womb. I know that part may be hard to imagine but everything we believe we believe because our relationship with God.

God spoke to me on very intimate accounts of my life in the womb and now and I am blessed to say I'm beautiful.

Monday, July 15, 2013

Heaven Dream~ Joy Unspeakable

We all have experiences in life that aren't typical to every day life. I found myself alone in a hospital the other night. I had been admitted for Cardiac issues. While I was in the hospital a number of things happened and I found myself at a place where I could see heaven. It was so beautiful!

So you might ask what was heaven like? Well I saw lots of light and a rainbow around a throne. I didn't know it was in the Bible but a good friend pointed out it's reference in Revelation 4. I also saw many men in white robes. There were at least 24 of them. It was so beautiful. I saw myself in  white robe. I saw Jesus.

At first I thought He was calling me home but it really wasn't that at all. The sight was so beautiful and peaceful. I also saw seven scrolls it was a like a movie playing out for me like God was revealing something to me.

When I woke up in the hospital, all my monitors were going off. I wasn't suffering. I didn't have any pain when I was in heaven. when I woke up I did feel some pain.

Later that day I was in an out of sleep. I saw myself dancing with Jesus as I do most days. This time I was wearing a white garment. It was so beautiful. I could feel the dance moves in my feet I wanted so desperately to get up and dance but I was tied down by a ton of heart monitors. When I danced with Jesus my pulse got lower and lower I think it was because I had such peace. There was total freedom in dancing with the Lord.

I wanted to stay there in his presence. It was beautiful and amazing! Over the course of a few days a series of events happened. The first night in the hospital I saw myself dancing with God several times. My friend let me listen to a worship service via cell phone. At 5a.m. I was singing "Be Glorified" I love to sing to the Lord.

My second night in the hospital my heart rate was pretty low. I awoke when a monitor was going off I had been in a deep sleep. In my headphones were the sounds of people praying from International House of Prayer in Kansas City Missouri. They were praying something that was related to my heaven dream. It was so beautiful.

Then on Sunday morning I woke up and I read Revelation 4 and I could see my heaven experience all laid out but as I read it my heart rate was dropping. I don't know why though but then God wrote me a word. He referred back to this dress he asked me to make a few months back and told me of a royal ball. He called me his bride and told me we were going to dance and that people would know it was him who gave me the strength to dance.

Such a beautiful word. Then the Lord filled me with joy unspeakable. The doctor's didn't understand why I had so much joy but it was the purest joy that only God could give. I am so thankful for God's joy and love.

So Monday came and a number of events happened I ended up going home with no solution for my electrical problem with my heart. God is the solution. If we keep seeking him he will heal our hearts give us hope when there seems like none. He will work everything out.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Praise his name

 Praise The Lord with everything within you no matter what your day is like.

It has been a journey recovering from a heart condition. In church one Sunday morning I found myself worshipping The Lord with everything with in me. Then suddenly I got dizzy and slid down the wall even as I sat on the floor I contined to worship The Lord. 

We have to remember that God is our strength in everything we do. He desires for us to worship him In spirit and truth as we draw closer to him we find he I our hands and feet.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Faith & gratitude

 In life we have to thank God even in the storms of life when it's hard. Having a heart of gratitude helps us with our relationship with God. Letting to of doubt in the storm and putting trust in God helps us grow and walk by faith.

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Dance in Your Freedom & Liberty

In America today we celebrate Independence Day. Many people will fill there blogs with the idea of life liberty and the pursuit of happiness. It's all great many people don't understand what liberty or even freedom means. You have to have victory in order to have freedom.

I'm sitting at the feet of Jesus thinking about the words from a song I heard years ago that go something like this: (Copied the song in here so people get the idea of it.)

So there's this song I keep thinking about in light of it being a holiday in America. Yet I believe that as the Bride of Christ claiming it every day that I ought to be living a lifestyle where I able to dance in his freedom and dance in his liberty every day.  These terms of "Freedom and Liberty" are not just terms to be taken lightly. We should be talking about that every day. 

What we must understand is Freedom and Liberty are words that we should keep in our vocabulary on a regular basis. I already know I'm a child of God. I know that I'm his bride and he is the bridegroom but I want to live this heart lifestyle of freedom daily. 

Today I was reading the Scripture and I found Isaiah 61:10. It's a great scripture and I'm going to share it. The song is listed below to note that part as well. 

Isaiah 61: 10 I am overwhelmed with joy in the Lord My God! For he has dressed me with the clothing of Salvation and draped me in a robe of righteousness. I am like a bridegroom in his wedding suit or a bride with her jewels. (NLT)

I think about this verse I can feel it in my heart. God not only dresses us in Salvation but he gives us the duty to share our experience with the world so others can walk in that same liberty and freedom He gives us. .

I want to dance in his freedom dance in his liberty every day of my life. It's not something we boast about it's real stuff. His freedom is like being a butterfly and soaring free.




"Freedom
Written by Darrell Evans
    G                            C 
Where the Spirit of the Lord is there is freedom
    G                            C  
Where the Spirit of the Lord is there is freedom
      G          C         Em  
There is peace there is love there is joy
Em         C             Em  
It is for freedom You've set us free
C         Em             C  
It is for freedom You've set us free 

G    C     G   C 
I'm free , I'm free 
    G                         C 
We will walk in Your freedom walk in Your liberty
    G                         C  
We will dance in Your freedom dance in Your liberty 

© 1998 Integrity's Hosanna! Music
CCLI# 1596342
Album: iWorship Volume 2"
 
 
 

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

New Chapter of My Life

In life we find ourselves on different paths in different seasons of life. One minute we think we are on this journey called life for ourselves but then there comes a time where we discover it's not just about us in life. Someone put us here. In my life I believe God put me here and gave me a purpose to fulfill. We as humans think we have to plan our own lives out but sometimes God has us do things that are different.

Dance with Me My Bride is my newest blog. Years ago when I became a Christian I couldn't even call myself a child of God. I couldn't grasp the concept that God was my Father. It took me some time to learn what Father meant to understand being a child of God or a princess or even his bride.

I fell in love with God and he had me write a love story and I continue on the journey. I'm hungry for more of this intimate lifestyle with my God. I got saved when I was sixteen years old.

In September I'll be celebrating another year of life. I look at life and I thank God that I not only have life but I know that I know that someone loves me and that all this heart is chasing after is her creator, her papa, her husband.

I know that I just want to be romanced by the king of the ages not by what the world has to offer.

I wrote a love story and God is laying out a lifestyle where I can walk in it being his bride and I'm more grateful.