Sunday, November 17, 2013

Random writings

I just want to dance right now. It be a miracle from right where I am. There is a very special song on radio app only phone. I can feel his presence. His joy is my strength.

Dance with me my bride
Dance with me
Let go of everything around you
Stand on my peace 
Stand in my comfort
Stand you are free 
Like a butterfly 
Spread your wings and fly

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Do not be afraid

My child
Do not be afraid for I am with you. I know you think you are in a battle and you have a thousand enemies but I have put many people beside you to help you walk and move forward. The process may seem slow but in every step you take I am with you. Do not be afraid. I am always here if you need to talk. Don't give up in the storm I am with you walking in the rain.

Your papa

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Read psalm 45

Psalm 45 speaks of the bride it's so beautiful. I'm sitting in the hospital wishing I had my study Bible. As I read these scriptures I feel blessed its so alive to me.

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Even in the middle of night he speaks his light

"My child I'm always with you I care about you deeply. Do not be afraid my child for I am with you. I have with you night and day. I will always be here for you to talk to." 
I love you AliciA 

Papa 
I can feel your presence in my house when I sleep at night. I can feel it all day I'm always singing to you beautiful words. I have to admit its been a rough night I'm so thankful for your comfort and ears to hear your voice. I know you are my strength in any battle. Lord I know you move my hands to dance even when I think I can not able. I wish that I could get out of bed and dance right now. It's almost 5am I have your joy  in the midst of the battle. Satan is really trying to get me down but I am a fighter I know you are my protector and healer I h ave a shield of faith that keeps me going. Papa I give you all the pain in my body and ask you take it I trust you are healer I praise you with all my heart I wait on you. You are my protector. I can rest in that and many other promises
Love your daughter 

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Responsibility

Sitting here singing children's Bible songs     Praising The Lord. We have responsibility to teach our children about what a true relationship with God is like.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Beautiful

This morning I woke up and the Lord told me to dance with him. I was in my pajamas but the Lord didn't care. I decided to record it on my cell phone just to see how it looked. I've never watched myself dance before but today I wanted to see. I gotta say at first I was like this ridiculous and then of course all that negative talk started to get in but then I quickly told the Devil to shut up.

When the Lord tells you to dance it doesn't matter what you look like. He makes it beautiful. I'm not in the best physical shape but the Lord he makes all things beautiful. It's what's I'm most grateful for.

Life itself may not seem beautiful. There may be parts of us that we have trouble excepting in life but God knew you before you were born he crafted every part of you. He knew what you looked like before he placed in your mother's womb. I know that part may be hard to imagine but everything we believe we believe because our relationship with God.

God spoke to me on very intimate accounts of my life in the womb and now and I am blessed to say I'm beautiful.